right now

it's my first post here.
let's see now... i guess i made this for myself. i don't really care if anyone reads it or not. this is for me. to write about what i'm thinking right now.
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friends.
they come and go.
just like the wind.
it seems like its easy. just be who you want to be and people who like you for who you are will be your friends. well i had friends. they were good friends. but times change. people change. i know i did. but in a good way. i changed by finding out that i love to write. my friends change also. some in a good way... and some in a bad way. i can't really explain it. i guess not everybody is confident enough to just be themselves. so they try to be like the people they want to hang out with and hope that they never know the difference. but the people who used to be there friends do. with friends, you share laughs and memories together. so even if someone's not your friend now... you still have the memories of a time when you once were. whoever is reading this... please don't ever forget that last sentence. i've lost plenty of friends in my life and i've always been able to find some more.
my tower may have crashed, but i'm always able to rebuild it.
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the sky.
it was there for me when i needed someone to talk to. it was there for me when i was sad. it was there for me when i was happy, too.
i believe in angels.
i believe that whenever i look up into the sky, there is an angel looking down on me... smiling. they have faith in me... the angels. i know that they trust me to make the right choices everyday. and i believe that even though i can't see them... everytime i smile... an angel is right there next to me... smiling, too. and even though sometimes life may get hard. i can believe that everything is going to be ok.
whenever i'm sad. whenever i'm lonely. i know that they're right there.
i will never forget...
one day when i was upset. i was in my room. i was crying. and i could swear that i could feel someone's hand on my shoulder. i could feel someone was holding my hand. but no one was in the room. but i could hear my family in the other room. they were all in there. it was just me. and i could promise you... and angel was there comforting me. and that's when i truely believed that there were angels out there. and to this day whenever i feel like i need someone... but no one's around... they're there.
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if you read this.
if you actually listened.
then read this last bit.
i like to watch anime. there is this movie that i enjoy and i am recommending it to whoever is reading this. Air the Movie. based on the anime series Air TV. i'm telling that if you read this entry... then you won't be dissapointed.