NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!

hey Twilight fans!!!

just listened to an interview of Kristen Stewart (Bella) and apperently, New Moon shooting is going to start THIS MARCH!!!!!! and guess what else! they're actually going to ITALY to shoot the scenes!!!! ITALY PEOPLE!!!! THAT'S HOW MUCH CASH THEY MADE!!!!! WAY TO GO TWILIGHT!!! ok so now we got a new thing to be obsessed over ^_^
GO SEE TWILIGHT!!! and if you have, SEE IT AGAIN!!!!

ok, in other news:
Robert Pattison is going to be on the Tonight Show at 11:30. i'm not sure what channel that is for you guys. alrighty then, that's pretty much all i can say for now! i'll keep you posted!

>PEACE<

Favorite Quote

my favorite quote from the Twilight movie!!!

"I can read everyone's mind in this room, Bella!" -starts pointing out people in the resturant- "Money, sex, money, sex, sex, money, cat."
-Edward Cullen

ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you've seen the movie then you know what i'm talking about, if not... lets just say pay attention during the scene when Edward buys Bella dinner.

i am SO sorry!!!

I AM SOOOOO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok my computer broke like a week ago and this is the first chance i got to check my stuff on my Dad's computer at his store!!!
i missed the offical day TWILIGHT CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didn't go the 20th at midnight and i didn't go the 21st because we had a talent show that i was already in so yeah...
BUT I WENT YESTERDAY AND OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yet.... i do think that the book was a bit better only because it was more loving. and you know, Edward actually says "i love you". i don't want to spoil anything so don't worry!!!!
all i'm saying is....
i pray that on the DVD they have deleted scenes and bloopers!!!! omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so count down is over.... BUT!!!!!
THEY GOT THE GREEN LIGHT TO START FILMING NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and they were worried about not making enough cash to pay for the second movie
THEY GOT BILLIONS OF DOLARS MORE THAN THEY THOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HA!
ok now we gotta wait for New Moon! hah!

ok go to any movie theater and watch Twilight, now playing!

um... HELLO?!?!?!?!?!

HAS ANYONE CHECKED THE COUNT DOWN PEOPLE?!?!?!?!
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HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS ANYONE ELSE FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MET KRISTEN AND NIKKI!!!!!!

i just got back from getting an autograph from Kristen Stewart AND Nikki Reed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was amazing!!!!

ok here was the deal:

4:30 a.m.- rise and shine
5:15 a.m.- leave house and head straight for the mall
6:00 a.m.- get places in line
7:00 a.m.- they started letting in people to
7:45 a.m.- we got our chance to buy our $30 twilight tour t-shirts, wristbands, and our numbers for out place in line
*you had to be the first 500 people in order to be guaranteed to meet Kristen and Nikki. we were 328 and 329*

then later...
4:00 p.m.- come back to the mall
4:30 p.m.- get on this insanely long line that took forever!
6:30 p.m.- only six people away from meeting Kristen and Nikki!
6:40 p.m.- meet Kristen and Nikki!

i remember what i said and what they said.

Me: Oh, my gosh! You guys are great! I love you both! I can't wait for the movie! It must've been great playing Rosalie!
Nikki: Oh, thank you! You're so sweet!

*slide down to Kristen*

Me: Oh, my gosh! Ok, first of all, I loved you in like all your movies! The moment I found out you were playing Bella, I knew they couldn't have picked a better person!
Kristen: Oh, really? Thanks, dude! That really means a lot!
*hah, she says dude a lot! it's kind of funny! anyway, now me and my friend are walking away, but i turn around one last time*
Me: YOU GUYS ROCK!!!
Nikki: Thanks! You too!
Kristen: Yeah, you rock, dudes!

so, that was my day! started at 4:30 this morning! and ended at 9:40 at night! let me just say this: i'm not sure if i'm ever going to put myself through that again! but it wasn't that bad. it was very tame and controlled, not bad at all. but still, i don't know if i ever will again! well, at least now i am an official Twilight fan because i did that! and now i can say i did! so all you haters who think i was nuts for doing that; i had fun and got to meet famous folks so i don't give a damn! 'sides, see Kristen was awesome because i loved her in all her movies so i've always been a bit of a fan of her's. Nikki was a plus! i didn't know she was going to be there until i was actually there! i think i would've died if Robert Pattison was there! there would be no way i would be able to contain myself! OH, MY GOD!!! now THAT would be an adrenaline rush!!!

i had a lot of fun today and no one can take that away from me. but now my day is done and i don't think i will ever put myself through that early wake up call or all that standing in waiting in line ever again! and if i do; it'll be a long, long, long time from now!

THE MOVIE IS ONLY A WEEK AWAY!!!!!!! EVERYBODY READY!!!!!! PLACES PEOPLE!!!!!!

Eternally Yours

just recently i had made an UNBELIEVABLE discovery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was in a store and there was this book stand. i walked over to take a look around and there it was...


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ROBERT PATTINSON- ETERNALLY YOURS an UNAUTHORIZED BIOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i read the whole thing in a half hour!!!!! OME (oh my edward)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


it is only 180 pages


180 pages of swooning!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


but here's the major thing: there were 8 full pages of pictures of Rob including one UNBELIEVABLE picture that i still can't stop staring at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




^that's the cover, the amazing picture is inside!!!!! but here's what pissess me off: the AMAZING picture i can't find anywhere online! i wanted to find it and post it here, but i couldn't find it!!!! GRRR!!!!! if i do, i promise to put it up as soon as possible!!!
now, go RPattz fans!!!! go find this book and read it!!!!!!

Twilight Cast on Tour

Ok guys, we are now 15 days away from Twilight!!!!

-soundtrack came out yesterday!
-paramore music video "Decode" is done!
-from the tour in Rome, there is an 8 minute video of "The Cullen House". it is when Edward takes Bella to the Cullen house for the first time, but it is stretched. we get to see the whole Cullen family act for the first time, all together. but the main thing is the "Tree to Tree" scene when Bella is on Edward's back while he jumps from tree to tree in the forest. wait! there's more! after that, they cut to Edward playing "Bella's Lullaby" on the piano in a darkly lit room. go onto www.youtube.com and search "Twilight 'The Cullen House' 8 Minute Scene" and watch it!
-apparently the movie is finished because the cast is touring all around! want to know where you can catch the cast? check this out!
Robert Pattinson-
November 10th - San Francisco – Stonestown Galleria at 3251 20th Ave. San Francisco -
November 11th – Dallas - Dallas Galleria at 13350 Dallas Parkway, Dallas -
November 12th – Chicago - Orland Square Mall at 288 Orland Square Mall, Orland Park -
November 13th – Philadelphia - Plaza at King of Prussia at 160 N. Gulph Rd, King of Prussia -
November 14th – Boston - Square One Mall 1277 Broadway, Saugus
Kristen Stewart-
November 13th – Washington DC - Fair Oaks at 11923-U Fair Oaks, Fairfax -
November 14th – New York / New Jersey area - Garden State Plaza at One Garden State Plaza, Paramus
Taylor Lautner, Edi Gathegi and Rachelle Lefevre-
November 10th – Seattle - Southcenter Mall at 633 Southcenter Tukwila, WA -
November 11th – Denver - Park Meadows Mall at 8405 Park Meadows Center, Littleton -
November 12th – Phoenix - Fashion Square at 7014-590 E. Camelback Rd, Scottsdale -
November 13th – Houston – Location To Be Confirmed -
November 14th – Minneapolis - Mall of America at 168 N. Garden, Bloomington -
November 15th - Miami - Shops at Sunset at 5701 Sunset Dr., South Miami

the Twilight cast is on tour until the movie!!! ok people! 15 more days! we can do this! just remember: breathe!

Cabage Night!!!!

Happy Cabage Night everyone!!!!

ok, Twilight TV Spot Trailers have some footage never before seen. a few little clips. go onto youtube.com and type in Twilight TV Spot Trailers [All Five!]. This video has all five trailers. the 4th trailer shows us who is playing Renee and is a bit more humorous than the others; a little less serious.

the music video of "Decode" is Monday and the soundtrack is out Tuesday! We're getting closer and closer to the movie people! on Monday, turn on MTV and the "Decode" video should be up. go onto youtube.com to see a clip of the video if you're too anxious to wait until Mondy.

Halloween is tomorrow. Don't forget! Happy Hallows Eve! Not Halloween!

alright everyone, that's it for tonight. have a good Cabage Night and a Happy Hallows Eve!!!!

New... News...?

aside from this blog (which at the moment is dedicated to my obsession over Twilight), i just put up a new blog "It's All About Now" and i hope that you guys follow that and enjoy it. but just a warning, it is very different from this blog. i kind of just made it because i felt like it. i'm not sure how long i'm going to keep it up or what i'm going to write about. who knows? i don't.

in other news:
-the Paramore music video for their song "Decode" will be airing on MTV November 3rd. the soundtrack comes out November 4th.
-this Tuesday, turn on that thing that's covered in dust in the corner that you never use anymore because you've been reading too much Twilight. remember? it's called a television. sound familiar? TV? the Tube? anyway, on Tuesday during the Greek finale on ABC, there will be a Twilight preview. it would be good just to check out and maybe catch some new footage.
-incase no one has noticed... THERE ARE ONLY 25 DAYS LEFT UNTIL TWILIGHT!!!! WOO-HOO!!!!
*ahem*
'scuse me. i'm done now. i'm going to suggest this to all of you, re-read Twilight to refresh your memory before you see the movie.

"Love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it."
-a line from the movie A Walk to Remeber.

The Last Night

I didn't understand before
Ten inches under the stars
Your eyes lie and say they're close
But you know they are far

Take my hand
Don't let go
Together we'll stand
This is what we live for

It's the last night of our lives
And we're losing the fight
But hold on tight
It'll be alright
With all our might
We'll get through this night
It's the last night of our lives
But it'll be alright

a piece written by Angel

Tiny Update

i put up that followers thing >>>>
i didn't put it up in the first place because i didn't think i was going to need it! who knew?

Ok, Bummer

ok, i just saw that thing on Spike TV, the Scream 2008. ok, it was no premiere or exclusive footage. it was the ballet scene! just shorter! although we did get to hear a line from Edward (Robert Pattison) that totally sent shivers down my spine! it was just the way he said it. it was a common line.
"I'm sorry."
also, a little tiny new thing. while James and Edward are fighting, James throws Edward and he completely and utterly crashes through a window. it looked... awesome!!! my reaction:
"Ooh! That HAD to hurt!!!!"

other than that, i had a question that is burning wholes in all of my Twilight fan friends. the movie comes out November 21st. is that November 2oth at midnight? or the 21st at midnight? because if it's the 20th -a thursday- that would suck!!! PLEASE BE THE FRIDAY!!!!!
please leave a comment to answer my (and all of my friends') burning question! thanks!

Yo! New Twilight News!

ok, tell anyone of your Twilight fan friends to come to this page and read this!!!! it's important information for any Twilight fan!!!!

TONIGHT ON SPIKE TV, 9:00, THE SCREAM 2008 WILL BE SHOWING EXCLUSIVE FOOTAGE!!!!
watch it!
seriously!
ahhh!!!

oh, p.s.: as of today, THE TWILIGHT MOVIE IS ONE MONTH AWAY!!!! 30 days exactly!!!! alright, that's the news. i'm done now.
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note to self: until november 21st, remember to breathe.

Your Final Warning

all hallows eve.
the true name of halloween.
keep that in mind this year.
it protects you from the devils, the nomads, the monsters.
if u forget and mistakenly say "happy halloween", don't worry. if it was an accident, then you will be saved by an angel, a vampire, a ghost.
say it on purpose...

i'm gonna say this now, this hallows eve is different than the others. be on your guard. something strange is coming. i'm serious about what i said. watch what you say.

you've been warned.

spread your WINGS and FLY

take a step
take a breath
take a chance
run
swim
fly
anything your heart disires
anything at all
your dream
your faith
your choice
love
hate
try
destroy
keep moving forward
don't look back
no matter how impossible
no matter how unrealisitc
go for it
go for the long shot
go for the distance
take a step
take a breath
take a chance
run
swim
fly
spread your wings
take flight

Twilight soundtrack news

hey, the Twilight soundtrack has just been declared offical!
here are the songs on the CD and everyone of them WILL be in the movie!!!
1. Muse — Supermassive Black Hole
2.Paramore — Decode
3. The Black Ghosts — Full Moon
4. Linkin Park — Leave Out All The Rest
5. MuteMath — Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
6. Perry Farrell — Going All The Way (Into The Twilight)
7. Collective Soul — Tremble For My Beloved
8. Paramore — I Caught Myself
9. Blue Foundation — Eyes On Fire
10. Rob Pattinson — Never Think
11. Iron & Wine — Flightless Bird, American Mouth
12. Carter Burwell — Bella's Lullaby"

what funny is that Rob Pat -who in an interview said that he hates his name and he wants to be called Spunk Ransom, only joking... i hope- said he was going to be writing the lullaby. but then he backed out -for whatever reason- and i didn't really care! when your playing one of the hottest vampires for an all time best seller book that's being turned into a movie; i wouldn't find time to write a song either! but he managed to get another one of his songs on there!
so yeah, we finally know Paramore's second song for the film. some of these titles are making me curious though! i'm going onto youtube and seeing what i can find. i'm sure you can find some of these songs there!
there is the offical "Bella's Lullaby" which i'm sure every Twilight fan is dying to hear!
so, go nuts!
look around for these songs!
have fun!
i don't care!
just do something!

twilight on Entertainment Tonight

on Thursday November 9th, there will be a Twilight special on Entertainment Tonight.
they will be showing a new movie trailer that will supposedly have more footage that what you can find on the internet right now. hope you guys watch it!


Memories

a day that started off
with a dreery sky
hazy clouds
and a gushing wind
suddenly turned
and is now bright and vibrant
there is no longer a cloud in the sky
the sun is shining threw a window
blinding my sight
but i do not care even the slightest bit
what perfect timing
the sky has cleared
and there is the moment
when the sky is still flaunting its beautiful sky blue
the sun is just about to set
and when it does
the blue will fade
into the pinks and oranges that make our eyes stare
my favorite time of the day
only because it reminds me
of memories that will never be forgotten
sunset

lyrics to "Decode"

i got the lyrics off a website i search on google. its a great song! read the lyrics but then listen to the song on stepheniemeyer.com ok?
it's a trade
i show you the lyrics
you listen to the song

"Decode" by Paramore:

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win
You're losing sight
All the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I knowI think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

don't forget to mark your calenders!
november 4th is the soundtrack!!!
november 21st is the movie!!!
<<<<<check it daily to see how close we're getting to the movie!!! WOO!!!

twilight update

hey twilight fans out there!
paramore is one of my favorite bands and they just finished their song "Decode" for the Twilight soundtrack coming out on November 4th. If you follow this link, you can listen to the song and read the article about it! it's an amazing song! WOO!!!!

http://http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/

sorry!

sorry i havn't been here in awhile! my wrist has been hurting me and school just... yeah school!
my story is going good! the one Seeing Air; its' going great!
HAPPY FIRST DAY OF OCTOBER!!!
in 50 days there'll be twilight!!! yes!!!
i did this thing on paint. the background i got off of photobucket, but the girl and everything else i did :)

random news

hey guys! nothing really new worth telling. just the obsessions!
i finished Twilight
onto New Moon
can't get through it
hate Jacob Black
TEAM EDWARD ALL THE WAY!!!!
sorry, i won't give any spoilers
some new news about the movie though
November 4, 2008, the Twilight soundtrack comes out and has two songs by my favorite band...
*drum roll*
PARAMORE!!!!!!!!!
they have two songs on the soundtrack. one is "Decode" and the other is "TBA" aka "too be announced"
can't wait for that
writing a new story called Seeing Air.
a girl moves to a new town (typical) and moves next door to this family with a lot of issues
one boy who lives in that house goes to her school and is in the same grade
the girl is Carly and the boy is Will
Carly soon figures out that Will has a deep dark secret
she finds out

that's all i'm saying
nothing more
zero
zip
nada
nothing
no more

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GO TEAM EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!!

Twilight

i suffer from O. C. D.

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OBSESSIVE CULLEN DISORDER!!!!!

i LOVE the Twilight series! if you haven't read it....... it might as well be illegal to not have read it! so unless you want to be a fugitive from the law, READ TWILIGHT!!!!

EDWARD CULLEN IS MY FUTURE HUSBAND!!!!

HAH!!!!

i love Edward and Robert Pattinson who's playing him in the movie! movie comes out November 21st, 2008!!! that's only a couple months away!!! but it's dragging out and it feels like years!!!

it's funny. i read the books and i think "wow! Edward is amazing!" then i come back to reality and see some local guys and i'm just like "wow.... these guys are nothing compared to him!"

cover of the first book in the series:

Kristen Stewart plays Bella and Robert Pattinson plays Edward!!!

i like this quote from the book:

Twilight.

read it. love it. obsess over it!

September 11, 2001

today is a sad day. remembering September 11, 2001. the fall of the Twin Towers. i remember that day so perfectly. i'm no where near them so, it's not like i had family working in there, thank goodness! but i do remember it. let's take a moment of silence... seriously...



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if u didn't ever get a chance to see them before that horrible day, here they are:

























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September 11, 2001

i need a laugh!

i don't know if this post is going to be as long as the others (i tend to write too much ^_^;) so here is goes!

i feel like i need to add some humor to this! i've been too serious with my last couple of post, but i just write how i feel! i can't help that! so i decided to recommened to comidians i know of that make me smile, laugh, pee in my pants, and so on.

Dane Cook: holarious! curse a lot though! just a warning.

Jeff Dunham: comidian/ventriloquest. he is amazing! he doesn't curse, but the puppets have a mind of their own...

Brian Regan: CAN'T... STOP... LAUGHING!!!!

incase you're in need of a good laugh, go onto www.youtube.com or www.veoh.com and watch these guys! they're great!

Song of the Month-September

i'm sure everyone has heard of Miley Cyrus, right? or maybe has seen the show Hannah Monatana, correct? there is this song by her that really discribes how i'm feeling. if you read my last entry, i think you'd understand. the song is "If We Were a Movie". every word in the song is exactly what i'm feeling and i laughed at how it realated so much! if you look on the right side of the screen, you'll see a "youtube search", type in the name of the song and you can listen to it if you don't know the song. here are the words so you could see what i mean. every single sentence, evey single line! its like its telling the story of how i'm feeling. for now... this song... is my theme song:

oh, oh
here you go again taking cinematic
yeah you
you're charming
got everybody thought struck
i know
how you always seem to go
for the obvious
instead of me
well get a ticket and you'll see

(chorus)
if we were a movie
you'd be the right guy
and i'd be the best friend
that you'd fall in love with
in the end we'd be laughin'
watchin' the sunset
fade to black
show the names
play that happy song

yeah, yeah
when you call me
i can hear it in your voice
oh, sure
wanna see me
and tell me all about her
la, la
i'll be acting through my tears
i guess you'll never know
that i should win
and oscar for this scene i'm in

(chorus)
if we were a movie
you'd be the right guy
and i'd be the best friend
that you'd fall in love with
in the end
we'd be laughin'
watchin' the sunset
fade to black
show the names
play that happy song

(bridge)
wish i could tell you there's a twist
some kind of hero in disguise
if we're together it's for real
no playin'
wish i could tell you there's a kiss
like somethin' more then in my mind
i see it could be amazing

if we were a movie!

(chorus)
if we were a movie
you'd be the right guy
and i'd be the best friend
that you'd fall in love with
in the end
we'd be laughin'
watchin' the sunset
fade to black
show the names
play that happy song~~~
if we were a movie
you'd be the right guy
and i'd be the best friend
that you'd fall in love with
in the end
we'd be laughin'
watchin' the sunset
fade to black
show the names
play that happy song~~~

what do you do?

feelings, love, emotions.
the three things guys can't stand to talk about.
the three things girls can easily understand.
you have the boy you asked out.
you think you like him, but you're not sure, and you just keep thinking...
then you break up.
you have the boy who asked you.
but then you realize that you guys aren't like that. just really good friends...
then you break up.
then you have the boy that you've known since you were little.
now, he is really cute and nice and is one of your best guy friends.
you and him talk about everything.
even his and your seperate love life and it's never awkward.
and because you talk about stuff like that... you're too afraid to admit that you like him.
everytime you see him, your heart skips a beat, butterflies scatter all over your insides.
how ever you want to put it.
so what do you do when you find out that he's just the kind of guy that doesn't have girlfriends?
what do you do when you find out that he doesn't like girlfriends because then he can't flirt?
and even after you know this...
you can't help but still feel the same way you did before...
so... what do you do?

right now

it's my first post here.
let's see now... i guess i made this for myself. i don't really care if anyone reads it or not. this is for me. to write about what i'm thinking right now.
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friends.
they come and go.
just like the wind.
it seems like its easy. just be who you want to be and people who like you for who you are will be your friends. well i had friends. they were good friends. but times change. people change. i know i did. but in a good way. i changed by finding out that i love to write. my friends change also. some in a good way... and some in a bad way. i can't really explain it. i guess not everybody is confident enough to just be themselves. so they try to be like the people they want to hang out with and hope that they never know the difference. but the people who used to be there friends do. with friends, you share laughs and memories together. so even if someone's not your friend now... you still have the memories of a time when you once were. whoever is reading this... please don't ever forget that last sentence. i've lost plenty of friends in my life and i've always been able to find some more.
my tower may have crashed, but i'm always able to rebuild it.
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the sky.
it was there for me when i needed someone to talk to. it was there for me when i was sad. it was there for me when i was happy, too.
i believe in angels.
i believe that whenever i look up into the sky, there is an angel looking down on me... smiling. they have faith in me... the angels. i know that they trust me to make the right choices everyday. and i believe that even though i can't see them... everytime i smile... an angel is right there next to me... smiling, too. and even though sometimes life may get hard. i can believe that everything is going to be ok.
whenever i'm sad. whenever i'm lonely. i know that they're right there.
i will never forget...
one day when i was upset. i was in my room. i was crying. and i could swear that i could feel someone's hand on my shoulder. i could feel someone was holding my hand. but no one was in the room. but i could hear my family in the other room. they were all in there. it was just me. and i could promise you... and angel was there comforting me. and that's when i truely believed that there were angels out there. and to this day whenever i feel like i need someone... but no one's around... they're there.
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if you read this.
if you actually listened.
then read this last bit.
i like to watch anime. there is this movie that i enjoy and i am recommending it to whoever is reading this. Air the Movie. based on the anime series Air TV. i'm telling that if you read this entry... then you won't be dissapointed.